Cori Bush shares personal story of sexual assault as a teenager and decision to have an abortion

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Published September 30, 2021 10:36 AM

By Veronica Stracqualursi, CNN

Rep. Cori Bush on Thursday shared her personal experience of how she was raped as a teenager, became pregnant and chose to get an abortion.

It was one of the first times that Bush, a Missouri Democrat, has spoken publicly about it and her decision to have an abortion.

Bush’s comments came during a House Oversight Committee hearing Thursday called by the Democratic chair Carolyn Maloney to “examine the threat to abortion rights and access” posed by the US Supreme Court and “extreme anti-choice state governments,” in the wake of the Texas 6-week abortion bill.

During the House hearing, Bush recounted how shortly after graduating high school, she attended a church trip to Jackson, Mississippi, in the summer of 1994. She was 17 at the time.

While on the trip, she met a 20-year-old man, a “friend of a friend.” The two flirted and he asked to visit her room. She invited him in, believing that they would talk and laugh.

“But the next thing I knew, he was on top of me, messing with my clothes, and not saying anything at all. ‘What is happening?’ I thought. I didn’t know what to do. I was frozen in shock, just laying there as his weight pressed down upon me. When he was done, he got up, he pulled up his pants, and without a word — he left. That was it. I was confused, I was embarrassed, I was ashamed. I asked myself, was it something that I had done?” Bush recalled.

A few months after the trip and then a year older, Bush tried to contact the man after noticing she missed her period, but she never heard from him.

“I was 18. I was broke, and I felt so alone. I blamed myself for what had happened to me,” Bush said.

Bush later found out she was nine weeks pregnant and that’s when “panic set in,” she said.

“How could I make this pregnancy work? How could I, at 18 years old and barely scraping by, support a child on my own? And I would have been on my own,” she said, also explaining how she feared being kicked out by her parents or disappointing them.

Bush, who is Black, also recalled how she experienced discrimination as she sought health care during her pregnancy.

In a counseling session before she had the abortion procedure, Bush said she was told her baby would be “‘jacked up'” because the fetus was already malnourished and underweight, and that she would end up on food stamps and welfare if she had the baby.

“I was being talked to like trash and it worsened my shame,” she said.

Bush said “choosing to have an abortion was the hardest decision I had ever made, but at 18 years old, I knew it was the right decision for me,” adding that it “was freeing knowing I had options.”

“To all the Black women and girls who have had abortions or will have abortions, we have nothing to be ashamed of. We live in a society that has failed to legislate love and justice for us. But we deserve better. We demand better. We are worthy of better,” the Missouri congresswoman said. “So that’s why I’m here to tell my story.”

Democratic Reps. Pramila Jayapal of Washington state and Barbara Lee of California, both of whom previously publicly shared that they had abortions decades ago, also spoke at Thursday’s hearing about their experiences getting an abortion.

In her opening remarks, Maloney pushed for Congress to pass Lee’s “EACH Act” that would mandate federal health care programs to provide abortion services coverage, and for the Senate to pass the Women’s Health Protection Act. The Democratic-sponsored bill, which aims to establish a federally protected right to abortion care, was passed by the House on Friday.

CNN’s Daniella Diaz contributed to this report.